I think so too. I just.. I'm not sure I trust myself around him so I'll leave it to you three. I believe he's taken on the role of Dionysus if that is helpful.

[Alan will happily take what he can get good or bad.]

I really don't think I can just walk away but I don't think I can restore it to where it was before either. Our relationship was complicated to say the least. [He'd been in love with Eric for years after all. Being in love with him now was too painful.] I won't bring it up to him at all. I don't want to risk a repeat of before.