Not to my knowledge. If you would like, Sir, I certainly wouldn't stop you. Eric's God seems to be acquainted with my Shinki. I believe Castiel said that his name is Dean Winchester. I'll ask for his god name should you need that as well.
It's good for him, I suppose but it's hell for me. Clung isn't quite the word I would use.
That would be helpful information. I would like to speak with him, as well. He should be aware of our relations to each other.
[ Advice is certainly not William's forte. But Alan has helped him, so he gives it his best shot. ]
From the way I can see it, you have the choice of trying to restore your friendship to what it was, or cutting all ties. Honestly, I cannot see you doing the later. Though, perhaps bringing up your illness wouldn't be wise until you are comfortable doing so. It will keep him from making rash decisions.
I think so too. I just.. I'm not sure I trust myself around him so I'll leave it to you three. I believe he's taken on the role of Dionysus if that is helpful.
[Alan will happily take what he can get good or bad.]
I really don't think I can just walk away but I don't think I can restore it to where it was before either. Our relationship was complicated to say the least. [He'd been in love with Eric for years after all. Being in love with him now was too painful.] I won't bring it up to him at all. I don't want to risk a repeat of before.
Quite helpful. I will make it a point to speak with him.
I think complicated applies to most things in our lives now. You have the fact that his memories are gone on your side. It should allow you to take this on at a pace that is more comfortable for you.
Actually, this only complicates things further but I'll manage. I always have, I always will.
[He's made of stronger stuff after all.]
I also have the fact that his memories are gone against me, too. I'll have to be much more careful about what I say around him.
[He makes no comment about things going at a pace that's comfortable for him. He doesn't know what comfortable is. Praise that blight doesn't transfer from God to Shinki via guilt or Castiel would be in agony.]
We all need to be careful of that. I would rather not deal with one of my subordinates becoming an ayakashi.
[ As indifferent as he seemed to be after Alan and Eric both passed on, it was just as hard on him as it was the others. But, emotions aren't meant for the workplace, after all, so that fact was kept mainly to himself. ]
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[ William, you're not helping your own argument. ]
Anyway, yes I spoke with Slingby briefly. [ He's not one to console but, he knows this has to be hard for Alan. ] A shinki, it seems.
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I know. Believe me. We had a conversation. I know and I'm not coping very well. Ronald said he would approach Eric's god for me.
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I know you were hoping he wouldn't arrive here. Perhaps it is better that he has no memories. He seems to have clung to you, regardless.
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It's good for him, I suppose but it's hell for me. Clung isn't quite the word I would use.
What am I supposed to do about this..
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[ Advice is certainly not William's forte. But Alan has helped him, so he gives it his best shot. ]
From the way I can see it, you have the choice of trying to restore your friendship to what it was, or cutting all ties. Honestly, I cannot see you doing the later. Though, perhaps bringing up your illness wouldn't be wise until you are comfortable doing so. It will keep him from making rash decisions.
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[Alan will happily take what he can get good or bad.]
I really don't think I can just walk away but I don't think I can restore it to where it was before either. Our relationship was complicated to say the least. [He'd been in love with Eric for years after all. Being in love with him now was too painful.] I won't bring it up to him at all. I don't want to risk a repeat of before.
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I think complicated applies to most things in our lives now. You have the fact that his memories are gone on your side. It should allow you to take this on at a pace that is more comfortable for you.
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[He's made of stronger stuff after all.]
I also have the fact that his memories are gone against me, too. I'll have to be much more careful about what I say around him.
[He makes no comment about things going at a pace that's comfortable for him. He doesn't know what comfortable is. Praise that blight doesn't transfer from God to Shinki via guilt or Castiel would be in agony.]
That's true.
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[ As indifferent as he seemed to be after Alan and Eric both passed on, it was just as hard on him as it was the others. But, emotions aren't meant for the workplace, after all, so that fact was kept mainly to himself. ]
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[As much as Alan respected William there were somethings he couldn't explain or tell his senior. It wasn't anything against him in the least.]